Irony

i don't know what to feel or how i should feel.

i went to school today to enrol and luckily, i got all my subjects. I mean, sophomore year and you get all the subjects you need? People would consider that a miracle.

But then I saw and talked to people who were able to shift or transfer to the courses they want. They're experiencing trouble with enrolment and barely got enlisted in their subjects. I could just feel so blessed and proud of myself, but I feel otherwise. If I could trade places with these people, I would, but then again, I simply cannot. I had my chance and I blew it.

Such irony. Just imagine a deep wound with a temporary bandage and a shallow one which heals after a short while even without any covering.